I feel horrible im all congested my mom wanted to goto the beach and now she isn't going because im sick. Sitting at home makes your realize things. Like what could of happend if something small didnt happen... I would do anything to take it back... I thought maybe if I made a time machine, I could change everything ever so slightly just find myself at the airport and tell myself...be careful dont get angry tonight, because it will be the worse thing you've done.

But I can't make a time machine.

All I can do is say how sorry I am and hope for forgivness.